It
must seem strange to you to hear at this point that I’ve never met Toppy in
person nor have I actually seen him. When we skype, I’m the only one who shows
their face or other body parts upon demand. I’ve heard his voice; it’s low,
older sounding. I have a picture in my
head of a man who is in his late forties, early fifties, with a touch of silver
in a full head of hair. A business man who wears suits. I guess I don’t have a
particularly great imagination, that’s pretty much what all subs imagine when
they think of being mastered. But that’s what I imagine when I get his texts
and when I fuck myself.
He’s
never offered to come to town to meet me nor has he suggested that I come
there. So it comes as a surprise when he tells me he’s finally coming to my
city. He’ll be here for a few days on business. I’m to be ready. He texts me
the name of his hotel. I’m to wear nothing but the yellow collar he gave me and
a trench coat on top, thigh-high, lace-up boots. I am to procure handcuffs, and
nipple clamps for which he will reimburse me later. He will use his belt on me.
No need for a flogger or other instrument of corporal punishment. My cunt is
wet at the mere thought of finally meeting this man, who I have grown to think
of as my master, my Master. Even though we’ve never used those words.
It’s
early spring here. The crocuses and daffodils are just starting to poke their
way out of the ground. The angle of the light has changed from white to a soft
yellow. I leave the curtains open when I lie on my bed on my stomach and hump
myself against the pillows while thinking of Toppy striping my ass red with his
belt. A thick leather belt with a buckle that will give me welts. That will
mark me as his.
Yes,
he lets others use me, but only on his command and only of his choice. I’ve had
to service men of all types from businessmen and artists to construction
workers and bus drivers to lonely eccentrics who never wash.
Christ,
I have such a yearning for Toppy to take me, to use me in every degrading way he
can think of. In front of those disgusting men or in private. I don’t give a
fuck. It’s three days until he arrives. I count the hours. I fuck myself
constantly. He hasn’t told me not to. But he hasn’t sent me to anyone else
either.
I
wonder if once he comes, he’ll take me back with him and make me his permanent
slave. I wonder if he has other slaves. If this is something he does with other
women.
On
the day I’m to meet him, my hands are shaking when I put on the collar. It
takes me ages to lace up my boots and button up the trench coat. It’s raining a
hard rain when I leave my apartment. The last of the snow is drowned by puddles
of cold rain. Everything is wet. The sidewalk glistens with rain. I feel alive,
excited and nervous as shit. I forget my umbrella so my hair is drenched.
I
arrive at the hotel, which isn’t far from my place, which I realize is probably
on purpose. I get dirty looks from the concierge and other people in the elevator.
Or maybe that is my imagination. My tits are stiff against the trench coat and
poking out. My legs tremble and I can smell the stench of my arousal. I can see
myself in the elevator mirror. My mascara is running and my hair is plastered
to my head. I look bedraggled. I feel unworthy. I think of backing out, of
leaving and returning home. I know that if I do, I’ll never have any contact
with Toppy again and I can’t bear that. So when the elevator door opens at the
fifteenth floor, I get off, follow the room numbers in order to Room 999. I
take a deep breath and I knock.
My
heart is pounding heavily in my chest. I can hear it. Despite the cold, I can
feel sweat dripping down my spine to my lower back. My stomach clenches with
anxiety. It feels like an eternity and then the door opens.
He
is just as I imagined. I smile. He nods but his grey eyes look over me without
expression. He seems cold. Of course that is a turn on too.
He
tells me to go to the bathroom and fix myself up. I feel disappointed and ill
at ease, but I do as he commands. I reapply my makeup and dry my hair with the
towel.
When
I return he takes my coat. We are in the living room of a suite. I stand naked. He takes out a blindfold and
covers my eyes. He tells me to stop fidgeting and to remain still, then I hear
him walking away, a kind of shuffle on the smooth white carpet.
I
listen to the sound of my own breathing. It is heavy. I try not to move, but I
shift from foot to foot, a habit I have when I am nervous. I wipe a bead of
sweat from my upper lip. I tremble from head to foot. Can’t seem to stop
shaking.
After
what seems like an eternity, a door further back into the suite opens. I hear
the sound of footsteps walking down a hallway. I’m not sure how many people are
walking down the hall but it feels like more than one.
Then
I feel a touch of a hand, it isn’t rough, but soft, over my eyebrows. Is this
Toppy’s hand? It can’t be. I’m nervous now. Confused. The hand brushes against
my still hard nipples. I smell the scent of jasmine. That’s when I hear her
voice, a woman.
“Hello,
B,” says the voice with an accent I don’t recognize, possibly Dutch.
She
removes my blindfold. Toppy stands beside a woman. I blush. I don’t know what
to make of this situation.
“You
might say that Toppy is my manager,” she tells me, while Toppy takes a seat on
the couch. “Or perhaps a better term would be my finder.”
“Who
are you?” I ask, but with a nervous stutter.
“Forgive
my rudeness, B. Let’s sit down.”
She
sits on a loveseat across from Toppy on the couch and pats the cushion beside
her.
I
feel like a pet who must learn to obey its owner. And I’m not sure how I feel
about it. I look to Toppy for guidance, but he just stares gives me a quiet
stare, revealing nothing.
“My
name is Angele. But if we proceed, I would like you to address me as Madame A.
Is that clear?”
I
take a moment. She has long platinum blonde hair, is a few inches taller than
me. She is wearing a black pencil skirt and a grey satin blouse that reveal a
generous cleavage. I nod.
“This
is an audition, you might say. A chance to show me whether or not you can serve
me as well as you’ve been serving all those men at Toppy’s command or rather on
mine. Toppy has been doing what I have asked him to do. He’s been getting you
prepared for me.
“Why
didn’t he ask me to be with women, then?” I blurt out.
“When
I want you to speak, I will ask you to, B. But you don’t fully know the rules
yet, so I’ll indulge you this once. I didn’t want you to be with other women,
but I didn’t care which men you were with. I will be the only woman who is
allowed to use you. If we continue. But for now, you can either put your coat
back on and walk out the door or we can see if you’re a good little slave for
me. If you have what it takes. What do you say? Shall I have Toppy use his belt
on you or do you want to leave?”
I
look over at Toppy who is standing, and already unbuckling the thick leather
belt at his waist. Confident asshole. But he’s right. I want to see where this will
take me. I look at Madame Angele’s chest and imagine those huge tits beneath
the blouse. I want to worship them.
“I’ll
stay,” I say in a quiet voice.
“Bend
over the ottoman,” Toppy tells me. “And be silent.”
I
bend and feel the rough material of the ottoman against my breasts. I spread my legs as Toppy commands. I feel
Madame Angele’s hand on my ass, caressing softly. She tells Toppy to begin. She
counts each strike of the belt against my ass. I cry out when he gets to ten.
She tells me I will have to be punished for my outcry. She makes Toppy start
again. He belts my ass. I hear her count in the background but I feel myself
floating out of my body. My cunt gushes. Then all is still.
Toppy
tells me to turn over. Madame Angele has her hand beneath her blouse, squeezing
her nipples. I can see the bulge of Toppy’s erection. To my bemusement, Madame
Angele walks away.
Time
is moving slowly. I feel like I’m watching a movie instead of going through the
experience. Toppy slaps my face. The pain and shock bring me back to Earth.
Toppy
orders me to crawl down the hallway. My ass smarts from the welts forming on my
ass as I crawl slowly down the hallway to the bedroom where Madame Angele waits.
She
is naked, lying with her legs spread on the bed. I let my eyes linger on her
golden hair, her beautiful breasts, the curve of her stomach, and the light
covering of blonde hair on her cunt.
Toppy
walks in behind me and orders me to show her my adulation. To lick her cunt. I pause.
I’ve never done anything remotely like this before, never touched a woman
sexually, haven’t even thought about it. Toppy stands behind me and grabs me
around the throat.
“Do
you want this or don’t you, bitch?”
My
body responds to the his voice as it always does. He knows I’ll do anything he
says. And he also knows that I want to.
I
crawl over to the bed, lift up until I am on my knees between her legs.
“Get
busy,” Toppy orders.
I
lean down. I don’t know what to do. I panic for a moment. Then I think about
how it feels when I am licked, what is the right thing to do. I put my tongue
against her clit and lick downward into her cunt, then I add a finger to her
clit and stroke lightly, as light as a feather, while I lick inside her cunt
and along the lips. All around. She writhes against my face and moans as I press
my lips against her cunt while my finger runs up and down her swollen clit, in
tiny movements.
With
my other hand, I place a finger inside her cunt and lick her inner lips as I
gently thrust the finger and curl it upward until she takes a sharp intake of
breath and her cunt begins to gush. I lap it all up while I continue to caress
her clit, as gently as possible. No flicking, no sucking, just the slow, gentle
and persistent rhythm of my finger moving against her, not stopping.
My
neck is sore but I am on my knees and am used to servicing men for ages. I find
satisfaction in giving her what she needs. She comes hard against my lips,
against my fingers, all over my face.
She
motions me to come up to her and she wraps her arms around me, brings my head
down. She slides her tongue inside and tastes herself on me. We kiss deeply. She
tells me she wants my mouth on her breasts. I lick at each one, gently
squeezing the nipple as I circle the aureole with my tongue. I am so wet now
myself I feel my juices sliding down my thighs.
Madame
Angele laughs and tells Toppy it’s his turn. She moves over on the bed and
Toppy tells me to get on my hands and knees. He wraps his hand around my throat
as he enters my ass. For the first time I can feel his cock against me, inside
me. I relax and take its thickness as deep as he can go.
Madame
Angele slides beneath me and licks up my cunt juices as I hump against her
face.
And
this is how the saga ends, dear reader. Does B become Madame Angele’s slave?
Does she take her to California? Does she leave her in her home city to obey
men at Toppy’s command? I’ll leave it to your imagination.
Thank
you for reading. I hope these stories have inspired a multitude of good fucks.
I share these pervy tales as a reminder that a lot of people have dark
fantasies and that these fantasies are not only ok, they are wonderful. The
imagination is a chance to explore one’s unspoken taboos. The kind of thing you
can’t think about out loud or tell anyone about because you are too ashamed to
do so. I shared these stories because I think we are living in an era of
puritanism that rivals the Mayflower days. And because I don’t believe in
censorship of artistic expression. So
here I share stories about a character who eats shit and drinks piss and does
whatever she’s told and loves every fucking minute of it.
What
do you think about in your deepest, most secret fantasies? I celebrate those
fantasies and encourage your perverted imagination.